I get tired of stuff easily. Too easily.
Even before things start to get tough, i find the whole issue i once stood up and fought so fiercely for redundant already. Something i can put in so much time and effort for, given up without a second thought with no regards for any implications it might bring. I honestly dont know what is wrong with me at times.
Perseverance, a virtue i lack. I dont know why. But i am usually the one who disappoints myself the most.
Commitments stretch me thin. Past issues haunting. Lack of time for God. But then, what doesnt kill you will only make you stronger.
God,
I need you to guide me, to take my hand and walk me through this.
I'll put it off.
Pull everything off,
in a wicked fashion.
By God's grace.
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